Letting go...

As I write this words down, silent tears streaming down my cheeks, I can't avoid my forehead to frown or have a lump in my throat two inches thick.

Letting go, saying goodbye, has never been easy for me, but sometimes you have to admit things don't usually come out the way we wish them to be.

Experience has taught me to never give up, but his time I lost, and now I must stop. Yes, stop daydreaming and wishing, letting the days go by. I always do my best, or at least I try.

I'm not the kind of girl that surrenders without a fight, I'm just a dreamer, the kind that thinks that everything will come out just right.

Without listening to any other voice, I kept holding on to my one true choice, not realizing that it wasn't the wisest thing to do, holding on to a dream that would never ever come true.

It's the for the best, I keep telling in my head. Should I put it to a rest and pretend my dreams are dead?

Now I have to do what I loathe the most, but I shall do it whatever the cost. I must be strong, have patience and faith, as the saying goes, good things come for those who wait.

It was a mistake, I know that by know, I have to let go and yet I don't know how...